Gushy Love

You will have days that you wish you could relive over and over again. Sunday was one of those days. It was simple and beautiful. Korey and I went to Granville Island where we didn't spend a lot of money, we just walked, laughed and talked. We tried on funny masks, took pictures, looked through cute little shops, and just had a great day. When we got hungry we shared a burger and some gelato on a bench overlooking the water. It was just so great, and I am still buzzing off the high of it. It is beautiful perfect days like this that remind me that there has to be someone out there who wants good things for us. How can perfection like that be possible without someone else out there smiling down on you.
I want to make a personal not to myself. If something should happen between me and Korey, dont forget days like this. You were happy, and if it didnt work out it wasnt because he was an ass or you werent truly happy because you were and you are. I guess if that happens it just wasnt meant to be. But know this he makes you happy in a way you never thought someone else could. He truly is your best friend.

Tee-Hee

Girls these days are funny, they drift around from male to male hoping to find that perfect someone who will make them feel that perfect self worth. I have never had this problem, even when I had trouble getting a date let alone a boyfriend I still thought I was the fucking shit. I looked down on those girls, desperately humping the leg of any “master” who would let them, I called them tee- hee girls. A tee-hee girl is someone who is so clearly stupid, and desperate that she will do whatever, say whatever and laugh at whatever to get attention. I once thought these creatures would be exclusive to high school, that once I left that place my life would be spared the terrible boredom that comes from listening/ witnessing a tee-hee girl. I was wrong. Even now 20 something women walk around the club looking for attention, the only differences is they are no longer figuratively humping the legs of men, they are actually doing so. But a tee-hee girl is so much more than that. After all I see nothing wrong in a single girl teasing a man by behaving in a sexually explicit manner. To me this behavior is only natural. No a tee-hee girl will not only dance with this boy but she will follow him around all night, this girl thinks that by humping his leg like the dirty whore she is she has now marked her territory and he should acknowledge and accept this. Alas you dumb broad, he does not give a fuck, and really nor should he. Grow a set girls! You do not follow a man! You let him follow you. If you are bored of dancing, then stop dancing and go find your posse, don't just continue dancing so that this neanderthal will continue to express interest in you! Have a little self respect, if you're like me my favorite is to abruptly stop, look at him and say “bored now,” then skip off on your way to find your ladies and with any luck another hottie to have your way with.

Bringing Up Bombshell

"Bomb Girls" is my current obsession. Set in the forties during World War II the series focusses on Canadian women in the munitions factories. More than that however, it centres on their lives and how they were exploring their independence and sexuality in new and exciting ways. Gladys the good little rich girl with a patriotic heart struggles with her fiance to be taken seriously, in her effort in the munitions facotry as well as in the bed room. Needless to say I found the sexuality of these women the most interesting theme in the series. At this time it was only beginning to be considered acceptable for women to have any sort of sexual desires, previously women were not supposed to want sex. However, during the 20's there was a huge rush of advertisement directed at women and them being sexually appealing to men, granted this new focus was centered around the mens enjoyment it was still bringing a topic that had not previously been discussed to light.
Anyway the point here is what will people 50 years from now think about the sexuality of women today. Today we talk openly about sex, it is clear that women want sex and we own countless toys and lubricants dedicated to our pleasure. The female orgasm is now a valid goal. Men think about it, in fact on more than one occasion my boyfriend has mentioned that it just isnt as good unless I O too (whether this is bullshit remains to be seen, but i trust his sincerity.) So in the early 1900's and earlier were women really not enjoying sex? Or were they just pretending. I cant imagine getting together with a set of gal pals and not talking about the great sex I had last night, or the beautifulness of my guys erection. Why was it ever not okay to feel sexy? Why was it ever not okay to enjoy sex? And why was it ever okay for women to not orgasm? I. Love. Sex. and the best is when we O together.

New Things Old Things

You look real pretty with your mouth closed shut

Some people come into our lives, they sneak in quietly and then they leave. They speak venom as they leave and then they're gone.

Then there are those who enter your life abruptly, spouting things that should just turn you right off, but for some reason they keep you hooked.

heart

Its the best thing in the world when 5 months later you still get butterflies, the only thing I can ask for is that this continues