Write Off

So here's the thing, I fully expect today to be the day from hell. I haven't been up for and hour and I'm already in tears. In the book I'm reading the Guru says that you should never break down like this because then it will become a habit. In situations like this I think I agree with her. I don't want to cry and I know nothing bad has happened to be what I got I deserve. I just feel like shit now. And I really miss my Smoochie. I just want to talk to him. We haven't even back together for a month and I miss him like crazy after 2 days. :(
Anyway trying to get back to a more zen state I decided to write off my feelings, in the hopes that some clarity would come as the words flowed through my fingertips and into the interwebz. But as I said I fully expect today to be a write off and tomorrow will be awesome. I will go to the baseball game with Alison and then my Smoochie will then come home to me :) then all I have to do is cuddle.
I should probably go do something productive now.