Overwhelmed, tasks hunched on your shoulders darkening your mood in everything you do. This is a picture of life in school. taking 3 second year courses that in themselves would keep you busy but no I'm taking three. Next is work which is frusterating and stressful to a point that you can't imagine. Then of course theres family obligations: dad wants the house cleaned, they want you to spend time with the,, brothers got girlfriend problems and, sister is in high school so there is always drama. Trying to make time for friends who seem to think they have it so tough and know it all and then theres the fact that no oneseems be able to agree on a time or a place. Last but not least there's the relationship that has been on firmer ground. All of this is dizzying. I'm exhausted to say the least.
There is one saving grace amongst all of this, and that is a plan. There is something so soothing about writing down everything, what you have to do the time frame that it will be done in, etc. Honestly, last night as I sat stressing about all I had to do I got out my agenda and started planning my next couple weeks. Granted I will have virtually no free time it still felt so much better. It felt like everything was suddenly manageable.
I still can't wait for this weight to be lifted off my chest, but with my plan set in place i feel like I can make it till summer. Breathe in Breathe out, I can do it, you can do it too.
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