So I was driving home tonight, and as i was driving the thought occurred to me that I am super happy. There was no weight on my chest no worry on the back of my mind, just a good happy feeling.
Why do I forget what happy feels like? was it love that blinded me? Do I think if I have love I dont need anything else? To be honest in that last ridiculousness during my relationship with Rob I actual remember brief acknowledgment of my unhappiness, but then saying to myself no your not and even if you are this will pass it will get better. And it did I lost the weight on my chest, I lost the worry in the back of mind and let myself finally relax. You don't realize till you get out how miserable you are. I feel free finally.
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