Writing

Today I am feeling the urge to write. Not just my usual ramblings that I am accustomed to doing on here (it is after all my blog, or as a virtual diary as I use it) but instead I want to write I dont know a poem, a song, maybe prose. I don't really know but I have this aching in my brain to write something down. The only thing is I don't know what I am want to write about. The higher presence that blesses us with inspiration is only lightly grazing its lips on the edge of my mind, breathing on my ear words that I cannot yet hear. The words I do hear, they seem so cliched. As soon as I write them down I instantly feel silly, as if someone is looking over my shoulder judging my work. So now I sit looking at the scribblings in my note book and wondering how I got here. Questions to myself, and observations about my feelings. I guess this urge to write is coming out of wanting to express myself in some way but not knowing how. I feel like its too early in the game to say what I'm feeling, the thing is I just dont want to give my heart away to someone only to have it hurt. I want to be careful, cautious.