Braaahk

I've said this before, dating is like a game that I have lost the rule book to. Both people are trying not to come off to strong. Now normally I would just cut the bull shit and tell him hey i'm interested in you and I really hope you don't become just another buddy, but then I think no this time I want him to pull out the balls and make the first move. Otherwise I might get in another whiny ball-less situation (ie. Razz.) Anyway I'm trying not to get too excited about this one particular guy so naturally made out with some random at the club last night, man I can be sucha whore. Who cares. Anyway despite my best efforts I still find myself thinking about this guy a lot which pisses me off because I am not that girl. I am not some tee hee girl who gets all blushy and bull crap. Ugh, hate.