Helpless

World just stops, everything seems so stupid. I just found out that one of the nicest ladies I have ever met is... dying. Ellen from IGA recently went to the hospital only to find out she has some sort of brain cancer as well as lung cancer. This woman is the sweetest thing ever. Ever time I would come onto shift she would be eager to hear about my life and everything that I was doing: Grad, friends, boys you name it she wanted to hear about it. She was so kind and just an amazing person. I haven't seen her since i left, regardless I have often thought on her and smiled. I only wish there were something I could do to make her last few days or months happier, or even just let her know that she made an impact in my life. I plan on trying to find out what hospital she's at and if possible go see her or send her flowers. I don't even know if she'd remember me but I want her to know I remember her.